Not strong enough..

assalamualaikum and hai..

today is my second day that i'm not attend to school..

i getting sick with this world..

yeah to fast right??

i'm not holding in the right way am i??

could i turns all back to a normal??

this feeling never comes about two years ago..

why you appear in front of my face?? damn!!!

i hate you!!! now what will happen with my future???

yeah it's all because of you 2 years ago i was play alot.. never focus

now you want me to turns like that again.. i love my father and mother.. i need to give them my happiness should you do that?? no right?? so please.. don't make me to begging and ask you to let me be my self like before.