Why love is hard?

Assalamualaikum, from the title you knew already what am i going to talk about. It that true love is hard? I never been in love kore then 1 person and more than a week. Why?? First of all in opinion love is boring. There is no love more than what our parent have given to us. So that's why i take my step to be single for 5 years until now. Well of course there is a  guy i use to admire. But i'm pretty sure he not going to accept me. i mean , the way i am.so don't waste my time to flirting with all this thing. It will get messy and disturbing all my day. Yeah that guy has a good looking. Who doesn't want. A boyfriend with a good and great looking after all? Haaaa!! that type of girl going to be the best girl in the world!!! Big clap for her.. !!! So almost all the girls outside there will try to win their crush heart but the worst is the will do anything to get their crush even their crush already have someone special. Do you believe that?? Whats wrong with that girls? Why they must to do that? Well hello there is a lot of man outside there!! Hahah so why we need to have a fight for those guy?? There is no way that guy will like you at all but they only play with you or just had fun babe! So for teenager we still young and we can guide our future to better way. Get a great life and don't regrets when you already  getting old one day and that fight will make you shame of your self doh! So lets we let the true love comes when it suppose to comes and that the only way to get the true love is hard go away. Maybe our got already decide for us who will be our boyfriend and who is our future husband.

 And mostly good luck to you all and thank you because you gift a time to read this entry i wish my english became better then before and sorry to the guys this entry doesn't mean  anything i just us it to gifts some opinion and that all. So here again 

To all reader please take care and don forget be with your parent as long their still alive and don't regrets when things already happened. There is no turning back to past! 

Happy but sad about it

I'm happy because i still can continue my study, but i am sad because i need to leave my friends this early.. Today our result to confirm us to get into Government university  it's hard to get actually.. Even you get nice result from SPM that still no place for you.. That's what make me frustrating !  Because my result not that great at all.. Even there is no failed. So i decide to continue at the private university. So pray for my further study u all. I might not excellent now but one day i will be the best. In Sya Allah . 

YOU ARE MY PRECIOUS

In this world we might not know what will happen to our future. I realize one thing that i always trying to be when i was in high school. People never knew what i was thinking about when i look at them. The way they behavior towards  me. I am a girl that sometimes trying to be the perfectionist in my own life.

I never care about other people who trying to make me down, now i knew what ever i done is always need a reason.. a great reason to makes it happen

last year is the rough years ever.

 i might not accept the exam for that years it is make me overwhelm my self.

When i had a heartbreaker because of people around me who did an acting all the way of my hard years.

when the reality of friendship happen in front of me it makes my heart going to stop at that moment who treat me so nice in front of me and she talking about me at the back.. it seems all she talk about my weakness, and she try to makes all bad thing came from me. yeah i am a bad person right??

 and you are perfect for everyone!  

from the title you what the meaning of PRECIOUS? this is what i'm trying my hard to gift a story about my self to you.All my experience it won't be that necessary to tells.

My precious is my friend around me.. i know the aren't my best friends but their are human to.. who knows to take care,to love ,to be happy and sort of. when i was in heart breaking they always support me.. they didn't joint the group who act to be the the BEST in the whole world. They knew i'm never try to make a problem with anyone without a great reason that why i'm not even trying to being popular or what ever u call it. I just love being an ordinary girl. I love became more mysterious to a people who want to know about me because of what i have. thank to all that friend.. They were always standing beside me to support me. And i am a lucky girl, even one of my precious person was far from me she still support me. I am a baby girl. I am afraid of this world before. I only want it to be like my fantasy. I dont accept the reality at all. Because of them i try to learn about my new world .

Lovely Girlfriend #maizatul #syahirahdeen

Assalamualikum and hello there, i didn't update my blog to long right?? 

am i late to update everything??

i'm fine n getting more healthy 

i spend my whole day with my bestfriend as i can tell you guys at here by all those picture..

no haters please.. 

oke that's all for today love you all my lovely followers..

 me with mai

which one is me?? i'm wearing the red hijab.

 this one is syahirahdeen 

we having lunch that day,and she works in the same building

 this is what happen  when three of us meet together

 we are hungry!! waiting for the food !!

 they acting to be cute girls..hehehe  i adore with their personality  

 the waiter is not Malaysian oke? we had fun when we meet each other

 yeah i am trying to be cute here.. hahah it gonna be bad when going to act like a cute girl because i am not cute at all

 she so cute even she only gift you a simple smile.. that's makes people admire her i think..heheh

 her again, she a friendly person.love to makes a lot of friends and she knew how to comfort her friends 

 her name was Maizatul Vanisha.. she's have her own unic taste of life

you wont trust me if i tell you how unic she is.. 

 she's not look at the camera.. she's talking to syahirah... hahahaha   

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 we love each other,each of us have our own weakness 

no one seem to be perfect when we meet we try to make each other perfect.

that's the true friends is.

you shouldn't talking to each other.

true friend never makes her friends shame in front of other..

accept the weakness try to change to a better person with helping each other. 

 this is the only food we order . The restaurant seem to be a little cute for us..hahah maybe..

i love the decoration they did. 

love the way the represent it to the customer's..

the food also have a great taste and NOT BAD.. u still can eat that 

this the ending of my story with my life.. this story i really want to make it as the beautyfull memory of the for now maybe..hahah jus kidding.. happy to be together happy to be happy and i'm a lucky girl.thanks to Allah and Alhamdulillah.  Ok i'm ending it here.. may Allah bless all your day today,tomorrow and future.